January 30, 2011

January 30, 2011

Okay, so its obvious God wants to speak to me right now. So I’m gonna just keep typing…..

Every now and then we always wait for things to be put out in plain sight for us so we can tangibly accept it and move on and be as simple as possible with our lives. Where is the adventure in that??

Our windows are rolled down….i feel the best way to hear God speak is to just abandon your logic cause all that will do is bog you down, especially if you haven’t been in touch with The Spirit in a while. Because anything that you put in your mind when the Lord is not on it, it will most likely end in trouble. So we must forsake what our mind is telling us and be open to God so this is why I am mindlessly typing this with no structure because those are the ways we make these connections. So forgive me if you get confused because this is God speaking through my fingers and onto this computer. I hope you are blessed

Oh God…my heart is a flower that blooms every hour.

So God has been showing me that he is, in a way, in everything. In everything we say, we see, or we hear.  He has put us all on this earth on this time for a reason and a purpose. We always hear that from every pastor you have ever heard, but we will never truly understand God and what he does because if we did, why would we need any faith?

So my time in high school is nearly over yet it seems like I still have so much I want to do. Don’t get me wrong, I am glad for the things that I have been a part of in these 4 years but until the day that every man, woman, and child shouts the name of Jesus as their savior, there will be that emptiness I feel because the fact that thousands of people a day enter into the gates of Hell for eternity. And I wish that meant more to me, but it really doesn’t. I am so selfish. I stay in my comfortable circle of friends that accept me for who I am and I do what I can to share my joy with them, which will never be enough. Simply being friendly to people will not retrieve them for eternal damnation. The harsh truth is that as long as we go on living our lives for ourselves and our selfish desires, the Word of God will stay in our brain for us to remember rather than be spoken through our mouth for others to realize.

God will provide for us, which I freakin can’t make a part of my thought process because my pride is too much to let God take complete control of my life.